P.

my agenda

Just got home about an hour ago. Im so stoned that I shampooed my hair the 2nd time right after I rinsed off the shampoo. Nuts. I had so much food for dinner just now. Let me try to recall.
1)wanton mee
2)glutinous rice ball in peanut soup
3)century egg porridge
4)raw fish
5)can of coke

yes, all of the above at a go … im so amazed with myself. I was so bloated that I could barely move at all. And guess wat, im hungry again the minute I got home. So I ate one big plate of bee hoon and a cup of ribena to go along.
Im trying to fix my screwed up bio-clock. So, I wonder if I shud even slp at all. Its like 5.40am right now. This way, I would be really tired at nite so I can slp early for once. I wouldn’t even care fixing my bio-clock if not for the commitment I have for the next 2 weeks at least. I am so reluctant to work! But kinda felt a lil compelled to because I gave a casual agreement to my auntie’s fren proposal to work when I bumped into her at paragon. This means I die die also have to wake up 6.30 every morning.

On the flip side, at least I’ve found a routine agenda for myself. My brain has to start functioning tmr. It has grown mushrooms and algae over the past 5 months. I hope the scope of my job would be challenging or at least not monotonous. I still wished I didn’t agreed to work. I think probably my intentions of visiting the nearby islands hasn’t been fulfiled that’s why I am so not motivated to work. I am also hoping that I can bring my grandma to Beijing. She missed the swiss trip 2 months back coz she figured that she cant weather the mountains we were intending to visit then.

There’s so many things I have in mind that I wana do and have to do but I guess I have to defer it til im over and done with this work. Even my hospital appts hv to give way. But im more than happy to defer it. Haha. On top of that, my mom didn’t allow me with any choice, and shes gona send my for a couple of days course so that I can run the one man show when she and her business partner have some lecturing to do next month. I guess ill be a lil more busy than I ever used to be for the past months.

posted by P. @ 10/03/2004 05:51:00 AM