Monday, January 31, 2005

2nd introduction ...



tracy siao charbo cum mypart-time nanny!

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Introducing ....


my Currypok Man !

Thursday, January 27, 2005

just for you

here's a special entry dedicated to Ashley for being sucha a sweetie!

T h a n k Y o u !

for all ur help & valuable info & ur call & ur hmmm love too.
You are so schweeet! Love YOu Loads!





i was forced to write this entry. lol.



Tuesday, January 18, 2005

and so, im officially 21 now. finally!

Actually, being 21 doesn’t give me much of an incentive besides being able to walk legally into a theater that’s showing an RA movie. Its not like anything is gona change significantly after 21. Well, at least for now. Nonetheless, for the longest time, ive been waiting for this day. That stupid siao charbo tracy has to say that although im 21 now, but im trapped in a 16 year old body. Slut. but ill forgive u since u were the 1st to call and sang me a b’day song.

I had an early b’day celebration at one of the bungalows in Safra. The first night was spent chilling with only the boys aka sluts, and of course not forgetting siao charbo tracy and jac. nothing crazy and drama. Apart from the constant annoyance from my 10yr old cousin, all’s gd.

Hosted more than 40 people in total for the second day. It was so tiring getting the food ready. fortunately, I had siao charbo as my PA. No doubt she’ll make a gd housewife in future (strictly in context with only fulfiling household chores) hahaha. Currypok man was the iron chef (as he would call himself) for the night. he was so indispensible. No currypok = No food. =)

It got quite wild at some point of time. Disgusting & fucking smelly. The sabotage couldn’t have been better that left me scrubbing with all the soap I had, & rinsing myself like 3 times in the bathroom before I decided I was too tired for the 4th rinse. Well, all thanks to currypok man and his accomplices who seemed to be enjoying at my expense. If it wasn’t for my swt mom who secretly kept the flour and eggs, I don’t even wana imagine the pathetic state I would be in.

Wats a party without boozing right? I was not spared on the alcohol. Some cheaters! I have to reiterate myself again. Cheeaters! Im so sorry to disappoint everyone this year. The video wasn’t self directed and dramatic as 2004. And no, I didn’t lock myself in the toilet. No puking too. =) I merely knocked out beside my sluts and woke up to Richard’s breakfast. Dun try to exploit on my videos k! KhooYJ will be the 1st ill murder. Oh, and u’ll be subjected to the ‘poker’ which I cant really decide if u ‘enjoyed’ as much as I did, if I find out that everyone owns a copy of the video!

I know I was so deprived of slp and so drained after the whole celebration that I had a 24 hr marathon slp when I got back home. Nursed a retarded hangover too.

My Thank You List:

Mom – it wouldn’t have been possible without u!
Auntie Sandie – for all the troublesome errands.
Gil – for the endless errands that my aunt entrusted u to do.
Siao Charbo tracy – my personal assistant attending to alllll my needs. (except sexual needs of course =)
Currypok man – being my iron chef for the nite & clearing up the big mess u messed.
Currypok’s mom – for the delicious cheeken curry that my aunt cudnt stop bugging me to get the recipe.
Richard – fulfiling the role as my PA when siao charbo left & the beautiful breakfast. Ure sucha husband material.
Jon & Jac – u know it would never be right without ur presence.
Barry & Leslie – ur lil help on the drama that I could steal myself away from it for awhile.
JoAnn & Meng – the gift totally rock. If u cant get me at anytime, im sure u know wat im at.
Priscilla &Mark – its always gd to see u.
‘old’ Mich & Shawn – thanks for the intimate wear! Im sure ill be able to feel ur presence when im in ‘it’. Lol.
Dera, Deri & Deru – being my professional photographer. Oh, and the berms u did, fits so perfect. Can u sew more of it?
Paul Frank – thank u for sitting around and not help which dera reminded me. Haha. Sacarsm? Yes. ;)
Chicken runner – offering ur help with the food & satay.
Gillian – turning down other ongoing parties and attended mine instead. =D
Sammi – ur enthusiasm in capturing a self-directed video for 2005.
Eugene – hosting ur virgin drunk is my pleasure.
Joel – I duno wat to say about u. oh yes, u ought to be gentle even when ure intoxicated.
Chris – for taking time out.

Im sorry if ive left out some people on my list. My pea brain is not working right now, hmm like every other day.

a BIG thank you to all that made my 21st b’day sucha memorable one!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Happy Birthday Sis!

its mua sister's b'day today. Happy Birthday Sis! had lunch at shima. it was good. my mom was trying to be irritating today. since im down with cough & flu, she said:

Mom: i tink its a waste of money to spend $40++ for a buffet lunch that u never seem to make it worth. And, ure sick sumore.
Me: OKAY lor, then i shall just seat there and watch u all eat lor!

-in the midst of lunch
Mom: im so proud of u.
Me: for wat?
Mom: u're eating everything now! last time u this dun eat, that dun eat. it seems like u're all grown up now.
Me: -grining non-stop- yes, im an adult already. hahahahaha!

na ashley. ure were just complaining i did not update my blog. so here's the update! advance thanks to the snail card that ill be receiving soon. :)


Wednesday, January 05, 2005

coffee is making me ...

awake at such obscene hour! im tired. my mind wun stop racing. my chest feels a lil congested. i need to get my beauty sleep.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happy New Year!

if it wasnt for my gd persuasive skill to psycho my mom to sign me out of hospital, New Year's Eve would have been so pathetic. went over to jon's place for steamboat in the evening. it was quite a warming dinner. isaac roasted a chicken which was delicious. siao charbo tracy surprised me with her culinary skills. she made some kinda baked potato pasta with cheese. she didnt hv a name for it. so, i named it the tracy crazy maniac pasta. haha. jon is sucha good host i must say. i was still pretty much busy being sick, and so, while everyone was still enjoying steaming their boat, i was slping. woke up to 'fondue' that jon & tracy attempted to make. not bad la. oh yes, jon totally rock with that lorry man! that was seriously sexy ;)

after dinner and chilling at jon's place, we headed over to mox to meet jac & mich. the atmosphere was pretty hyped up when the clock stuck 12. however, i couldnt be the festive hyped up person i would like to be coz i was STILL busy being sick. irritating uh. i was at my peak when i proceeded to kallang oasis.

the girls i recruited for the party at Igors totally rock my night. dera was a lil high on alcohol i tink. she couldnt stop flashing deri & deru. basically, i was sexually abused. she still had the nerves to attribute her 3 bruises to me. Pam had too many sexy moves for the night. paul frank did a gd job pushing drinks as my future bro-in-law said. it was all gd & to an extend of sleazy fun at some point of time with the camera. thanks girls for ur help coupled with some sexiness while at the job. u girls did a zillion times better than those anonymous girls recruited from Shatec that were banished back home prematurely. haha.

Happy New Year to all!



busy being sick

concluded 2004 with the worst relapse of the year. for the first time, my mom witness how i struggled with my relapse. funny how she always get to witness the aftermath of the attack only. i swear it was total hell for me. collapsed immediately when i managed to crawl back home. i vomitted in my room and my poor mom had to clean up the mess. was unconscious for awhile. i tink i almost frightened my mom to death. she flew me to the hospital. i felt like i was in the brink of death at that point of time. honestly, im just so glad being able to breathe now. nothing else really matter. i was reprimanded for skipping my cardio appts. im pretty certain i'll be visiting the hospital very often now :(
... as for my mom, she cant stop fearing that ill just 'go' anytime after witnessing the attack. oh well. i cant assure her myself too.